He smild showing his white teeth which always chew chewing gum before he said "go, I will talk to him" quickly I shook my head I said "a'a Please uncle get up let's go now before those who fetch firewood increase their fire for you" I said because our family has a very high pride they see it as humiliating to say a jinn from the house went to do government work, teaching work.

He opened his mouth to talk I quickly grabbed his hand which was soft and pointed like a woman's, he looked at his hand and quickly pulled it back because since today he never forbade me from doing that not only him a'a even my brothers he forbade me from leaving them or even holding hands between us.

I sniffed a little of my tears I wiped the ones that dripped on my white hijab.
"Nafisatu?" he called me in a certain style, without me raising my head I said "na'am uncle"
"Why is your thinking different from your mates? Why do you like to work while your parents have provided you with everything in life?"

I raised my head and looked at him before I said "uncle you too you don't want me to do this jihad work and enter the bush to enlighten the community? Why uncle? Just because my parents are rich that's why I should lie down and depend on their wealth? Why shouldn't I work?"

"Because you are a woman!" he answered me looking into my eyes, I felt like he poured hot water on me, I just got up and went out running, crying. I entered our big living room, but I collided with one of our house helpers named Ta Cece-kuce about the conversation, so I entered directly and gave birth to myself and lay down writing inside but surprisingly I heard as if someone is eating a person is himself eating but I didn't give that importance I continued crying, until I felt the fear of losing Uncle Salem before Daddy. In my mind I started hearing someone wiping my hair which was wrapped with hijab, I started to be caressed without me being ready and I started to go down slowly slowly. I don't know whether I entered the world of dreams or it was real but I found the voice of an old woman doing gatana for me and giving me the history of frightening things as I like watching horror film.