Aziza smiled and said, "Hey Beauty, why are you still here? You're a university girl, but you think you're in a pot?" "His arrival when I was at my boyfriend's place, you see how we are in love, you are taking him for granted, you will do the same to your boyfriend, there is a big task ahead of me since you can't give your boyfriend pleasure, honestly if that's the case, our beauty friends will laugh at you like they used to do to Dejja, oh my god." And since I heard that she would laugh, I got worried because I thought it was adultery, I looked at Aziza and said to her "but Aziza, doing this is adultery, don't you think there could be problems one day."!? I said this to her in fear, I was very scared of the scene, and my eyes could not forget what I saw Aziza and her in the car, my sweetheart, may God separate us even more from my sweetheart, Aunty Asiya, oh my god, I felt that I wanted to have sex too, because it was so exciting, I got rid of the fear in my heart, I wanted to do it too because I knew for sure that it was very pleasant when I saw Aziza and Sadiq shouting at me, I smiled and looked at Aziza and said to her "don't worry, my sweetheart, I can give my boyfriend anything of my body as long as I love him." "And I will marry him." Aziza looked at me and smiled knowingly and said, “Oh Beauty, how beautiful you are, by God, you will attract many young men and women with money. If you give them what brought them to you, I am sure that someone will even give you a car because I know you will be very happy, but if you say that you will only let one person enjoy it, your soul will be torn apart, seeing that he does not compete with anyone, he must give you what he has promised, because he knows that you love him very much, but if you gather young men, he must hold his own in showing his courage in competing with his friends and relatives.”

“Hmmm! God knows I'm lying, I must have made a big mistake that I'm going to die, Aunty Asiya, I won't stop crying over what I did, do you know what I said to Aziza before I finished talking about this?”

Asiya shook her head and said, “Of course I don't know what you said to Aziza, Khady, but everything that happened to you, including your guilt and negligence, including your negligence and cruelty, because I have never seen a person like you in the world, Khady, you followed your own desires and greed and did what was wrong, after seeing that sister Dejja was concentrating on her studies but you were not, I was listening to you and heard what you said to Aziza.”

I wiped away my tears, because I knew that everything Aunty Asiya had said to me was true, because I had never seen a woman like me, and because of the things in this world, my selfishness had led me to make a big mistake that was difficult to correct. I continued to tell her that I had done it.

"I laughed and said, Aziza, you reminded me of something I forgot. My intention is to marry a guy who will have sex with me as it should be, but I'm not going to rush, I don't have a boyfriend yet, not even one who says he loves me, Aziza, that's what worries me." Aziza patted my shoulder, smiling and said, “My boy, besides you, Beauty, who would say he loves you like that? You always walk around in a big hijab and even with this modern powder, you don't even apply it, let alone go to a wedding, so who would say he loves you? In this day and age, no man would come and say he loves a BAGIDAJIYA, someone who can't take a bath, they prefer our kind who can take a bath and who can love, Khadija, if you are ready to start dating and enjoy the world, then talk to me and I will pick you up on the way, let's go inside, take a bath and eat this chicken that Sadiq brought us.”

I wanted to ask Aziza a question but she stopped me and said that if I start dating, I will talk to her. We entered our room and woke Dejja up while she was studying because we were about to start a test. She looked at me and smiled and said, "Auntie Auta, where are you?" I could feel her anger so I told her, "I don't know, you're a liar. You have a question for me. I came back and didn't come back until you saw me. I noticed that Dejja wants to start insulting me. Let me