Love is what destroyed all my thoughts, it destroyed all the doors of love, it made me a snake bite and love JB, it was better to drink poison at once and leave the world, men have been doing us harm like poison for a long time, I entered the dungeon and went through a difficult situation, I gathered all my trust and trust and gave it to JB, is love a cruel and treacherous person. I pray to God to put everyone who said the same trap that I said, this is what I knew when I first accepted JB's offer. If I had let him enter the dungeon of life and the turmoil, I thank God that it was not because of his love that I started finding myself in a confusing love, I have to say that in love I am not right because I was hurt. We were hurt, we were made to feel completely lost, love is useless because it harmed us because of love, I lost some important things for me.
Because the love we had with others was different from JB's, despite his younger age, he had to trick me and take advantage of my growing up, he didn't benefit me in any way except biting my finger. He didn't treat me fairly, so I ruined the kind of upbringing my parents had instilled in me. May God reward me.
One Saturday morning, I was sitting on the internet at about 7:30am to see a cake being baked. I went to the social networking site, which is a place that connects different people, namely Facebook, although its market is now stagnant, while TikTok is mostly used by girls and boys to find their entertainment. But that didn't bother me because if you do something new, this is the way to your happiness.
I don't respect anyone, I don't post often, but many people talk to me and we should be respectful and respectful of each other, even among ourselves.
Someone called me and I saw his name, so I answered because our father's name is the same. We greeted each other very well and I respected him. Two days after that, on Wednesday, I was sitting at about 9am. I saw a strange number calling me, as if I wouldn't pick up. I just thought of something and picked it up! Then I heard him say hello on his part and I answered, "Do you know who you are talking to?" I said, “I honestly don't know.”
"You recognized me as JB." Who is that?" the one with the same father's name. “I recognize you, but who gave you my number and who gave you permission to call me?”
"Be patient, no one gave it to me, I'm the only one who got it, please be patient, my dear brother, thank you for everything. You deserve the honor of being called “Thank you very much, my princess, my queen of my soul.”
I smiled because he really made me laugh with his Hausa, which is similar to Barebari.
After we greeted each other, I didn't hear from him again for a minute that day. I didn't think anything of it because I didn't think anything of it. I knew it was out of respect that he called me. I don't know if he would have gotten my number since I haven't been in a relationship for about four years. I wanted to see his picture but it wasn't him on his WhatsApp profile, after all.
For two days, I heard him talking to me and calling me by a name that I personally don't like, that is, calling me baby, it didn't do me any good, especially now.
"Why would you call me by a name that is even better than poison?" "Subhanallah! Why did you say that?" No other name would impress me when it comes to love. “Be patient, I'll come to you with love and then with the talk of marriage.”
Marriage again?
"I don't feel love in my heart, let me live my life without any part of my body getting hurt, because men, all of your behavior is the same, even though your name is different, but your behavior is the same," be patient, I've stopped loving you, help us accept my offer of love, I will never run away from you, I will take care of you, all the care is from me".