ba, bata bangaren umminsa ba ,bai ta'ba sanin haka tashin hankali irin wannan daya ke ciki yake da ciwo ba , "ya zai yi da kaddara data afka masa?

" d'an da zai fara samu a duniya shine  yazo ta wannan hanyar ...."

Cike da muryar kuka tace "dan Allah ka rabani da cikin tun kafin ummi ta dawo ,na had'aka  da Allah ka ci ....

"Dan Allah dan annabi malama ya isheki "

"enough muwadda "

" Wai ma me  kika d'auke ni ne ?

"Mahaukaci ko me ?

"Nasan na aikata zina dake na tsawon lokaci har ga sakamakon nan ajikinki ,amman  wallahil azim bazan iya zubar da wannan ciki ba ....

"Bazan iya d'aukar wannan zunubin  ba ...

"bazan iya kashe kiyashi ba ,bare gudan jini ......  I can't muwaddat  Yana gama fad'ar haka ya juya fuuuuuuuuuu cikin tashin hankali...

Mmn sudais

MUWADDAT PAGE 39

page 39

dan baka hanzarta zubar min da cikin

nan ba ,zan gudu, dan kuwa zaku nemi

gabad'aya ku rasa, bai tsaya ba, yace"ki fi

ruwa gudu, idan kin tashi gudun ki tafi

lahira karewarta kenan, ciki ne dai ni

muhammed auwal bazan zubar ba,ba

kuma zan saka hanunana ba,na dai d'auki

zunubin aikata zina ,amman batu na

zubda ciki

bai k'arasa maganarsa ba ya k'arasa

ficewa daga d'akin, aiko ta sake rushewa

da kuka..

Kai tsaye bakin get ya nufa inda yana

zuwa ya tsaya ,a kan baba mai gadi ,yana

bashi umarni "baba ka tsaya kan aikinka

sosai ,acikin gidan akwai muwaddat kamar

yadda kasani ,duk lokacin dana nemeta na

rasa abakacin Aikinka, kuma wallahi tallahi

kaji na rantse kotu ce zata rabumu .. .

yana gama fad'ar haka ya juya ya nufi inda

motar ummi take parke

Bakin baba mai gadi na rawa yace " Ina ai

bama za'a yi i haka ba ,ai tunda ka fad'i

haka, an gama.

aranshi kuwa cewa yayi tsinanun ya'ya

kawai Allah yasa karku kashe iyayenku da

fitinarku, yana nan tsaye har sanda

bunayya ya tadda mota,shi kuma ya bud'e

mashi get ya fita, sannan ya samu guri ya

zauna akan farar kunerarsa ya kunna radio

ya soma sauraron labarai ..

Ahankali yake tuki yana zance zuci ,har

sanda ya kawo hospital inda mutanen da

suka san shi d'an madam ne suka shiga yi

masa, ya mai jiki,shi kuma yana basu

amsa da alhamdullahi, adaidai bakin

Coridon da zai Kai ka dakin da ummi take,

suka had'u da abi wanda ya dawowarsa

kenan daga massalaci .gaishe shi yayi

had'e da tambayarsa jikin ummi ?

Alhamdullahi ka godewa Allah jikin

umminka yayi sauki sosai ,zuwa anjima

nan zamu dawo gida yaya muwaddat din

take, hope babu wani Abu da ya sameta

jiya?

"Lafiyar nan dai da sauki abi ,tare suka

k'arasa cikin d'akin abi nayi masa nasiha

koda suka isa d'akin ,sun iske ummi ta

idar da sallah tana k'ok'arin mikewa da

kyar ,sai dai har lokacin kallo d'aya zaka

mata kasan tana cikin tashin hankali da

damuwa mara misaltuwa ,kallo d'aya tayi

masa ta d'auke kanta daga garesa ta

koma kan gado ta zauna ya k'araso gareta

yana kok'arin yi mata sannu cikin

sanyayyiyar muryarsa ,amman Sam taki

amsa masa illa ma sake

tamkar wace aka aikowa da sakon

mutuwa ,abi ne ma ya d'an bashi kulawa,

amman shi ba wannan kulawar yake so ba

shi yafi son ummi ta amsa masa, bazai

iya jurar fushin umminsa ba ... haka ya

cigaba da tsayauwa agurin yana bata

hakuri har karfe takwas ta bugu ganin ta

mike tayi kwanciyarta akan gadon marasa

lafiya ya juya ya tafi .

had'e rai datayi

Har yaje asibitin ya dawo damuwa ce cike

da zuciyarsa ,duk wanda ya gansa yasan

yana cikin matsanancin 'bacin rai bai sake

neman inda muwaddat take ba yayi

zamansa a bangarensa ,baba mai gadi

kuwa ya kasa ya tsare abakin get.

Bayan sallar azahar yaji hon din shigowar

mota, haka nan jikinsa ya bashi abi ne

suka dawo ,dan haka ya tashi ahankali ya

isa jikin window tare da yaye labule yana

lekewa, tabbas shi din ne ya hango har da

umminsa gabansa ne yayi wani irin mugun

fad'uwa da karfin gaske.

ya dawo ya canza kaya zuwa jallabiyar

brown colour sa'banin d'azu da yake sanye

da vest da boxer, ya fito yana taku cike da

sanyin jiki ,koda ya fito har sun shiga cikin

gidan shima yasanya Kai ,inda ya iske

binta mai aiki sai faman jerawa ummi

sannu take tana amsawa da kyar shima

sannun yashiga yi mata ..

Ganin binta tsaye ne yasa ummi taki korar

bunayya,da binta zata tafi ummi tace "ina

muwaddat?

"Ina ganin tana d'akinta"

"Je ki kice mata tazo yanzu"binta tace

"tam had'e juyawa ta bar parlour'n.

binta na barin bangaren ummi tashiga

Zuwa bunayya ruwan bala'i ta inda take

shiga bata Nan take fita ba abun har yaso

bawa abi mamaki dan shi tunda yake bai

taba sanin mukaramarsa na da irin

wannan halin ba sai wannan lokaci

"ishaq ka fad'awa d'anka...ka fad'a masa

banason ganinsa arayuwata da duk inda

nake ,har ya gama iya rayuwarsu kar ya

kusanto inda nake bani bashi ..

"Wallahi matukar baka bukatar nayi wani

mummunar furuci akansa ya fad'a masa

kiyayi zuwa inda nake ,ta k'arasa maganar

tana hakki sama sama...

Alama abi yayiwa bunayya ,daya bin

umarninta yasan duk wannan abun datake

na wani lokaci,da kuma bacin rai ,bacin

rai kuwa babu abinda baya sawa

Bunayya wanda idanunsa suka rikid'e

sukayi ja tsabar tashin hankali da yake ciki,

ya juya da kyar yake daga kafafunsa ya

fice daga parlour'n.

Yana fita ummi ta fashewa da wani sabon

kuka.

Jiki a matukar sanyaye muwaddat ta shigo

parlour'n tamkar gazar da kwai ya fashewa aciki ,kanta sunkuye a kasa ,dan

bazata iya duban idanun ummi, ba haka

ma abi ,ummi ta d'ago ta dubeta cike da

tsantsar 'bacin rai da nadamar rikonta

datayi arayuwa ,datasani kam tayi shi

babu adadi ,data san haka zata zamo

mata arayuwa wallahi da batayi ganganci

d'aukota ba, ta barta tare da iyayenta

ganinta yanzu yasa kukanta ya tsananta

saboda wannan tashin hankali yasa tayi

wata irin katuwar rama wanda yasa kallo

d'aya zaka mata kasan tana d'auke da ciki

,muryar ummi a sarke tace "yanzu

saboda Allah da annabi kun kyauta min

kenan, barin ke muwaddat da kika biye

masa, ke fa macece.. ?

"da girmanki da hankalinki da tunaninki

kika biye kaninki suka aikata zina..

Abi yayi saurin runtse idanunsa kana ya

bud'e su yana nunawa muwaddat gurin

zama saboda ganin yadda jikinta ya soma

"mai yasa kika biyewa kaninki kuka aikata

mana haka muwaddat?

"mai yasa muwaddat?

"ko kin manta matsayinki ahalin yanzu kin

tsaida mijin aure ,har ma da sa ranarsa

akanki?

"wai a ina ma kuka yi wannan cikin na

tsawon wata biyar bamu sani ba?

ummi ta mike tayo kanta gadan gadan abi

ya tsaidaita ta hanyar rikota ..

"ka barni nayiwa wannan shegiyar

yarinya dukan mutuwa ,da girmanki

muwaddat da hankalinki da tunaninki idan

bunayya yaro ne ke yarinya ce ?

"'shekara ashirin da biyar zuwa da shida

amman kika biye masa kika ruguza

tarbiyar dana baki na tsawon shekaru,

"yanxu me kike son duniya tace akaina?

ta k'arasa mgnr tana kuka tana nunata da

yatsan hannuta "hakika kun cuceni kun

cuceni.. kunci amanata ,kun yaudareni

yanzu ni na cancaci wannan tozarci

muwaddat, na amince dake, na baki

dukkanin yardata, ban taba tunanin zakiyi

min haka ba "why muwaddat?

why why why!!!

kika biye wa son zuciyar auwal?

"wayyo Allah ni mukarama, yau ni tawa ta

sameni mai zancewa d'anuwana ya

fahimceni..?

abi ya kamota ya zaunar daita agefenshi

"kiyi hkr mukarama ,kinsa Baki da lafiya

zuciyarki na bukatar natsuwa ki d'auka

haka tamu kaddaro tazo, babu yadda

zamuyi bamu isa mu gujewa kaddararmu

ba lahaula wala kuuwata illa billah, babu

tsimi babu dabara duk abinda Allah ya

tsarawa bawa to babu tantama sai abun ya

sane shi ki yawaita furta kalmar inna lillahi

wa inna ilaihi rajiun acikin zuciyarki...

muwaddat ta taso daga inda take zaune

jikinta na rawa, ahankali take d'aga

kafafunta har ta K'araso ta durkushe

agabansu' abi dan girman Allah ka bar

ummi ta zarta da duk wani hukunci data

gadama akaina,na cancaci fiyye da duka

agurin ummi akan abinda nayi, tayi min

duk abinda zatayi koda kuwa ta kama ta

kasheni ne, ka barta matsawar zata huce

takaicin abinda nayi mata.

ta juya ta fuskanci ummi idanunta taf da

ruwan hawaye suna zuba akan kuncinta

umminah kiyi hkr dan girman allah ki yafe

mana,duk da ba ke ce kika kawoni duniya

ba amman idan kika tsine min sai

tsunuwarki tayi tasiri akaina, dan Allah

ummi ki taimaka ki taimaki rayuwata ki

rabani da wannan ciki koda kuwa mutuwa

zanyi na gwan

wannan cikin shegen dake jikina...

haka akan dai na haifi

daga ummi har abi saurin runtse

idanuwansu sukayi da saboda d'acin

kalmar data fad'a, "first jikan da zasu samu

a duniya shine yazo mata ta wannan

hanyar da bata dace ba, ita kuwa wani irin

kuskure ta tafka arayuwrta?

"ummi wallahi nayi danasani arayuwata.

abi dan Allah kabawa ummina hakuri kace

ta yafe min wallahi sharrin sheidan dana

zuciya, wallahi bazan sake ba na tuba abi

ta k'arasa maganr cikin kuka tana had'e

hannunwanta duka ..

shiru ne ya biyo baya sai sheshekan kukan

ummi da nata dake tashi ahankali "baza'a

zubar da cikin jikinki ba muwaddat ,za dai

musan abinyi tashi ki shiga d'akinki abi ya

fadi hkn yana kallonta...

ta yunkura da kyar ta tashi tashiga jan

kafafunta da suka mata nauyi ta nufi

d'akinta tana kuka, tana shiga ta ta fad'a

kan gadon tana sake fashewa da wani

kukan "na cutar da kaina,na cuci

rayuwarta yau nice d'auke da cikin shege"

wayyo Allah ni muwaddat ina zan kai

wannan kayan abun kunyar.. .

..?

zumbur ummi ta mike tashiga zagaye

parlour'n tana zance zuci" dan dole tasan

abunyi kafin kunnuwan mutane gari dana

danuwanta suji wannan abun kunyar da

aka aikata acikin gidanta ,dan dole ta

nemawa kanta mafuta, "to mai zanyi ?

'mai zanyi akan wannan cikin..? Ta

tambayi kanta.

"dole na samo mafurtar abinyi, shiru tayi

sannan ta nufi d'akin cikin sauri abi yabi

bayanta shima atare suka Shiga d'akin

"mukarama yanzu Yaya zamuyi?

ta tako ta fad'a kirjinsa tana wani irin kuka

mai ban tausayi •ban sani ba ishaq.

bansan abinda zamuyi ba. amman nafi

tunanin mu zubar da cikin nan kawai shine

kwanciyar hankalinmu.

"wannan ba shine mafuta ba mukarama ,

illa zunubi da zamu d'aukarwa kanmu,

muyi hakuri mu rungumi kaddararmu data

samemu wannan abun daya faru duk

laifinmu ne,kuskurenmu ne mukarama,

tunda yaron nan tun farko ya nuna mana

aure yake so, ya bini ya biki yayi iyakacib

kokarinsa amman muka kekashe kasa

muka ki yarda •mu kace karatu 'yanzu

ga illar abinda son zuciyarmu ya jawo

Mana, da'ace mun barsa tun farko yayi

aurensa da duk haka bata faru damu bae

kalu bali ga iyaye masu hali irin namu

,mukarama ni dake muka tsunduma

yaranmu cikin wannan mummunar

rayuwar _

•wa man kaddarallahu haqqa kadarihi*

ki yarda da wannan kaddarar data

samemu mikaram daman duk muslimi

dole ne yayi imani da kaddara mai kyau ko

akasinta, ni dai na yarda da kaddara data

fada mana kuma na amsheta da hannu

biyu biyu wannan shine sakamakon iyaye

irinmu masu biye son zuciyarsu

zare jikinta tayi a jikinsa ta koma ta

kwanta akan katifa, numfashi take

saukewa ahankali ahankali kana ta runtse

idanunta gam ta dinga jin wannan bakon

aliamarin dake faruwa daita tamkar a

almara ko wani shirin film, itace zatayi jika

ta wannan hanyar?

"anya zata iya wannan hakuri ta bar cikin

nah kuwa?

"kai dole tasan abunyi, Cire cikin zatayi

alabashi daga baya ,sai a yi musu aure ,

Udata bar wannan abun kunyar azo ana

zaginta a gari wallahi gara ta Cire mata

. koda a boye ne batare da sanin



daci da radadi tana jin bazata iya jure

wannan abun kunyar data aikata da

kaninta ba, tana jin tamkar tattara inata

inata tabi uwa duniya. ko ta kashe kanta

"karki kashe kanki ki mutu kafira ga zunubi

zinar da kika aikata ga na kisan kai, gara ki

Shiga uwa duniya

take ta amince da wannan shawarar da

zuciyarta ta bata"cikin sauri ta karasa inda

jerin akwananta suke ta dauko karamar

ciki ta isa gaban wardrobe dinta tashiga

dibar kayanta da abubuwan amfaninta

tana zubawa aciki..

can bangaren ummi dake kwance akan

gadonta tana faman joyi daga karshe ta

yunkura ta mike jikinta tmkr ba nata ba, ta

zauna tana sake goge hawayen daya

gagara tsayawa a idanunta Ita isa bakin

bayi da niyyar Shiga ta dauro alwala .cak ta

tsaya kirjinta na wani irin harbawa can

kuma tasoma jiyo motsin haka nan

zuciyarta lace ta leke taga me ke faruwa .

cikin sanda ta fito ahankali tana taka step.

gabanta yayi wani irin mahaukaci bugawa

da karfln gaske sakamakon abinda

idanunta yacin karo dashi , muwaddat ce

ke kiciniyar bude kofar babban parlour'n

da niyyar fita.

Wata uwar razananniyar Kara ta Saki

hade da jero sallati ,wanda janyo hankalin

abi ya fito daga d'akinsa a firgice Yana

dubansu muwddat kuwa wani irin tsalle

tayi hade da jifa da akwatin hannuta

,jikinta ya kama rawa take kuma dan

cikinta yasoma motsi sosai abinda bata

ta'ba ji ba kenan a tun samuwarsa..

•me nake shirin gani yau ni mukarama?

"me kike Shirin aikatawa muwaddat

"ina zaki da akwati?

muwaddat ta rushe da kuka jikinta na rawa

. •tambayarki nake nace ina zaki ?

"Kar dai guduwa zakiyi muwaddat ki barni

cikin wannan tashin hankalin? tasoma taka

step biyu biyu ko ganin gabanta batayi har

ta k'araso gabanta tace •guduwa zakiyi ki

barni ko me?

jin tayi shiru taki amsa mata tambayoyunta

yasa tashiga yaryarfa mata mari •guduwa

fa kike shirun yi muwaddat?

"yanzu daman zaki iya barin?

"zaki iya guduwa ki barni cikin damuwa ?

" idan kin gudu ina zaki eye?

Ki fada mun ina zaki tana tambayar ta tana yarfa

Mata wasu marurukan daga karshe ta rufe ta da duka

"Gara na kashe ki da hannu na binne gangar jikin ki

akan ki

gudu ki Shiga k'

wannan shine kare na farkO da ta

SMaya hannunta aiikin a tun

,duka tayi mata har

sai da abi ya tsaidaita tukLJnM1

kasa tana kuka •guduwa take Son yi ta

barni ishaq Cikin tashin hankali "

miki daga

• kike k Ok'arin kinsa

jurar rashinki ba, tasorna

gindi Z•JWa inda di take

durkushe gwiwaWinta tana ta

ajikinta •karki barni dan Allah

karki barn. 'dan kika barni Zu•ciyata

buga Zan mutu 10kacina baiyi

zatayi tsanani da muni ta

kama fuskarta da hannuwanta duka tana

kallon Cikin •mai baki

min kina bunayya ba?

•wallahil dana San kina Son Shi

haka da tuni na barku kun aure

akanki San zaki

hake, bansa adalilin Son iya

mallaka masa jikinki

makauniyar SOyayya kadai Ce

Zata Sa ki jikinki bashi

baki nuna kOda kina Shi

rnuwaddat ta runt* idanunta Wasu

zafafan zafl Shiga

tana girgizawa ummi

•yi min Shiru farkO

sake tafka babban kuskuren

aray•uwata da har na matu bazar' daina

danasani be, kika gudu kika

har Zan dangwama Cikin

karki sake tunanin barin

muwaddat tana

kwakwameta aiikinta• na da

kaddara imani

h awaye Cicciko a idanuta abi

Sun bashi Zaka masu ka

tabbatar da suna Cikin taghin hankali barin

muwaddat daya Gama karanta

dake dentin duk halin da zuciya

ke ciki fuska Ce ke kaf'n baki

ya yanayinta gabacfaya jikin

ummi ya game yin tSanyi ta tuba mata

tams-a Ce dina

•kingani ko daga ni sai ke

abi (nuke cikin hankali tSaWOn

daren nan gagara ratsuna

bumnaya ke can Yana sharar baccinsa shi

nmi ba kunya b.a, mai kika biye

•kiyi hkr wallahi nayi dan

Allah ki yafe min Zan jin radadin

abinda nake ji Zuciyata, ta Shiga

Shata bayanta tana kuka ko ba

muwaddat na da tsananifi biyayya

tana dadin yadda take Santa

Ahankali mikar daita tsare ta rabata

aiikinta cfakina karki kZra

barinmu duk runtse rnuna tare kinji

gudawa abar a sanadin yin Ciki

bash. da arnfani Yana da

dayawa ga idan kin

gudu kika san hannun Zaki facia?

har guka Shiga dZkin dukkaninsu

kuka

ummi ta kwantar daita akan

gadon ta

kwanta

kinji

nima na

hakura kema ki

dawwalawa Allah lamarinki , taje ta kulle

kofar har da zare key dan jin tsoron karta

gudu tazo tashiga bayi..

muwaddat ta runtse idanunta "batasan

wani irin so ummi take mata ba ?

shi kuwa abi zubewa yayi acikin d'aya daga

cikin kujerun dake parlour'n ya goge

hawayen dake k'ok'arin fitowa daga cikin

kwarnin idanunsa "gabad'aya a halin yanzu

baya ganin laifin yaran yafi d'aura laifin

komai akansu

bangaren bunayya shima ranar haka ya

kwana Yana tunanin , wani sain Yaja tsaki

wani lokacin yayi murmushin jin dadi..

wayarsa dake gefensa ne tayi ringing

alamun ana kiransa duba Wayar yayi ganin

wacce ke kiran ne yasa shi jan dogon tsaki

kafin daga baya ya d'auka, yayi shiru Yana

jiran yaji abinda zata fad'a, yasamu damar

cin ubanta da tushe a bangaren faiza kuwa

dadi ne yakamata saboda ta yita kiran

layinsa na London bai Shiga daga baya

tayi tunanin ta kira na Nigeria taso

tasoma jin sanyayyiyar muryarsa mai sata

jin kasala a sansar jikinta, amnan yaki yin

mgn sai hucin numfashinsa, a sanyaye

tace "'hello Yaya auwal.."

"lafiya kika kirani ya fad'i hkn a takaice?

duk da yadda ya amsa mata hakan bai sa

taji zata fasa maganar datayi niwa ba .

tace 'Yaya auwal daman nace...

"kika ce uban me da uwar me ?

"faiza! faiza!! faiza!!! sau nawa na kiraki?

muryarta a sanyaye tace "sau uku •na

rantse da girman allah na haramta gareki

koda kuwa banyi nasarar samun

muwaddat ba, bariji gabad'aya a tsarina

bana son mace irinki mara aji da kamun

kai ,duk da kasancewarki yarinya amman

wallahi gara na auri irin muwaddat sau

hudu saboda bana sonki, kuma bazan

taba sonki ba har abada ,saboda xuciyarta

yayarki take so koda kuwa tafi yadda take

shekaru Yana gama fad'ar haka ya katse

kiran